1 00:00:18,895 --> 00:00:25,095 Would you have it any other way? 2 00:00:26,655 --> 00:00:31,295 I'm going in. All this palaver to make plum pudding for one person! 3 00:00:31,335 --> 00:00:34,495 It's not just any person, it's your brother. Pass me the wine. 4 00:00:35,615 --> 00:00:36,975 Uh-uh. 5 00:00:39,815 --> 00:00:43,615 Oh, Mum! Mmm, mmm... Mum! Mmm. Mmm. Ha-ha! 6 00:00:43,655 --> 00:00:45,855 Thanks. OK, what do you think? OK. 7 00:00:47,135 --> 00:00:48,615 Oh... 8 00:00:48,655 --> 00:00:52,535 Eurgh! THEY LAUGH 9 00:00:52,575 --> 00:00:55,855 Oh, well, Rob'll love it. He'd better. Mmm. 10 00:00:57,055 --> 00:00:59,375 And I don't want any fighting over Christmas. 11 00:00:59,415 --> 00:01:01,975 Do you hear? Same goes for you and Dad. 12 00:01:05,775 --> 00:01:07,055 DOORBELL RINGS 13 00:01:07,095 --> 00:01:09,535 DOG BARKS I'm not going like this. 14 00:01:11,575 --> 00:01:12,775 Right, I'll go. 15 00:01:32,175 --> 00:01:34,615 The British Embassy were contacted by officials in Thailand 16 00:01:34,655 --> 00:01:35,895 earlier today. 17 00:01:37,055 --> 00:01:38,615 As your local police station, 18 00:01:38,655 --> 00:01:40,775 we've been informed that a body's been identified, 19 00:01:40,815 --> 00:01:42,975 believed to be your son, Rob. 20 00:01:46,095 --> 00:01:47,615 No, no! 21 00:01:47,655 --> 00:01:50,215 A group of young people swimming late at night. 22 00:01:50,255 --> 00:01:52,655 He must have got into difficulty. 23 00:01:54,655 --> 00:01:56,215 He drowned. 24 00:01:56,255 --> 00:01:57,695 No! 25 00:01:57,735 --> 00:01:59,575 No! He was identified earlier today 26 00:01:59,615 --> 00:02:02,815 by a travelling companion, Ayesha Farewell. 27 00:02:02,855 --> 00:02:04,935 Oh, well, she's, she's wrong. 28 00:02:04,975 --> 00:02:07,175 She's... She's wrong. 29 00:02:08,495 --> 00:02:10,975 I'm afraid I have to ask you to come to the station. 30 00:02:11,015 --> 00:02:13,375 We'll need you to confirm the evidence sent through 31 00:02:13,415 --> 00:02:15,455 by the Embassy. No! 32 00:02:17,655 --> 00:02:22,415 It won't be him, it won't be him. LUKE SOBS 33 00:02:22,455 --> 00:02:25,375 Please, Luke, make it not him! 34 00:02:25,415 --> 00:02:27,335 Make it not Rob... 35 00:02:27,375 --> 00:02:29,375 Make it not Rob! 36 00:02:29,415 --> 00:02:33,455 Make it not Rob! I'm so sorry. 37 00:02:33,495 --> 00:02:36,175 I'm so sorry, Mum! 38 00:02:36,215 --> 00:02:38,175 I'm so sorry! 39 00:02:38,215 --> 00:02:41,735 THEY SOB 40 00:04:10,695 --> 00:04:14,895 LUKE CHINKS GLASS Erm... 41 00:04:14,935 --> 00:04:18,495 Thank you all for coming to celebrate Rob's birthday with us. 42 00:04:20,295 --> 00:04:21,655 It's been two months... 43 00:04:23,575 --> 00:04:27,775 ..and while I can't say it gets any easier, 44 00:04:27,815 --> 00:04:31,775 I can say how very grateful we are 45 00:04:31,815 --> 00:04:34,735 for all the support and help that you've shown us. 46 00:04:37,015 --> 00:04:38,255 Rosalie. 47 00:04:40,335 --> 00:04:42,295 Er, yes, erm, thank you. 48 00:04:47,055 --> 00:04:48,615 Our son... 49 00:04:50,215 --> 00:04:51,775 ..would have been 20 today. 50 00:04:56,335 --> 00:04:58,375 To Rob. 51 00:04:58,415 --> 00:05:00,095 ALL: To Rob. 52 00:05:04,015 --> 00:05:07,735 Ayesha, can I talk to you in private for a minute? Yeah, sure. 53 00:05:26,535 --> 00:05:29,455 Rob had his place at Physical Education College. 54 00:05:32,215 --> 00:05:35,135 He had to be the strongest swimmer on that beach. 55 00:05:38,175 --> 00:05:40,135 We were pretty wasted. 56 00:05:42,055 --> 00:05:43,215 Oh. 57 00:05:44,815 --> 00:05:47,615 Why didn't anyone notice he was gone, 58 00:05:47,655 --> 00:05:49,255 call for help? 59 00:05:50,935 --> 00:05:54,255 So, there were different groups all along the beach. 60 00:05:54,295 --> 00:05:57,055 He could've been with any one of them. 61 00:05:57,095 --> 00:06:00,655 And not one person noticed? 62 00:06:00,695 --> 00:06:03,255 It wasn't like I was looking for him. 63 00:06:03,295 --> 00:06:04,895 I'm sorry. 64 00:06:04,935 --> 00:06:07,855 The Thai police asked me to identify him, so... 65 00:06:08,935 --> 00:06:10,135 LUKE: Rosalie? 66 00:06:12,655 --> 00:06:15,055 You know, I thought maybe you could help me 67 00:06:15,095 --> 00:06:17,095 go through Rob's things. 68 00:06:17,135 --> 00:06:19,815 You know, we could talk about him. 69 00:06:19,855 --> 00:06:24,055 We weren't, you know, like that, 70 00:06:24,095 --> 00:06:27,095 a couple. They didn't find his phone. 71 00:06:27,135 --> 00:06:29,935 Did he leave it on the beach? I mean, 72 00:06:29,975 --> 00:06:31,455 did someone pick it up? I don't know. 73 00:06:35,255 --> 00:06:37,855 I... I have to catch my train. 74 00:06:48,815 --> 00:06:52,015 It was a terrible, tragic accident, Rosie. 75 00:06:52,055 --> 00:06:54,295 Well, I'll never accept that. 76 00:06:54,335 --> 00:06:58,615 Never! I mean, how can you say that? He was your son! 77 00:06:58,655 --> 00:07:02,015 Please, can you just calm down, Rosie? Don't tell me to calm down! 78 00:07:02,055 --> 00:07:03,815 We've talked this through, Rosalie. 79 00:07:03,855 --> 00:07:06,135 Have we? What, just like we talked about 80 00:07:06,175 --> 00:07:07,895 your affair with Wendy?! Oh, come on! 81 00:07:07,935 --> 00:07:09,815 We really sorted that out, didn't we? Please, 82 00:07:09,855 --> 00:07:11,255 let's not go there again! Erm... 83 00:07:11,295 --> 00:07:12,855 It's been a long day. 84 00:07:12,895 --> 00:07:15,655 I think we should give the family some privacy, don't you? 85 00:07:17,775 --> 00:07:20,015 He hit his head, he was knocked unconscious. 86 00:07:20,055 --> 00:07:22,775 SHE SIGHS Rosie, love, please! 87 00:07:22,815 --> 00:07:24,375 You know that he wouldn't dive around 88 00:07:24,415 --> 00:07:26,095 the rocks in the middle of the night. 89 00:07:26,135 --> 00:07:28,215 If you want to help each other, 90 00:07:28,255 --> 00:07:32,055 you have to work together. I can't. I... 91 00:07:32,095 --> 00:07:35,535 I can't move on the way that you want us to. I... 92 00:07:38,175 --> 00:07:40,855 She wants me out. Oh... 93 00:07:43,295 --> 00:07:45,615 Please, if you want to help me, just... 94 00:07:45,655 --> 00:07:47,935 just give me some space. 95 00:08:01,655 --> 00:08:08,935 PHONE RINGS 96 00:08:08,975 --> 00:08:11,935 RECORDED MESSAGE: Hi, you've reached Maddie, sorry I can't get to 97 00:08:11,975 --> 00:08:15,295 the phone right now. Please leave a message after the tone... 98 00:08:15,335 --> 00:08:17,295 Answer your bloody phone, Maddie! 99 00:08:28,535 --> 00:08:29,695 DOOR OPENS 100 00:08:29,735 --> 00:08:32,055 DOG BARKS Maddie? 101 00:08:33,415 --> 00:08:36,255 Oh... Oh, Maddie. 102 00:08:36,295 --> 00:08:38,415 SHE SIGHS 103 00:08:38,455 --> 00:08:40,175 MADDIE RETCHES 104 00:08:40,215 --> 00:08:41,815 That's it. 105 00:08:46,615 --> 00:08:51,495 PHONE RINGS 106 00:08:51,535 --> 00:08:55,655 OK, yep. Thank you. 107 00:08:58,015 --> 00:09:02,215 The school realises this is a hugely difficult time for you. 108 00:09:02,255 --> 00:09:03,655 But no problem booting her out! 109 00:09:03,695 --> 00:09:05,135 We have every sympathy, 110 00:09:05,175 --> 00:09:07,775 but constant truancy, disruption? 111 00:09:07,815 --> 00:09:10,935 She was drunk in class the other day. 112 00:09:14,055 --> 00:09:17,215 How are things at home? Could that be affecting her? 113 00:09:20,095 --> 00:09:21,495 We, erm... 114 00:09:21,535 --> 00:09:23,415 We're not together at the moment. 115 00:09:24,775 --> 00:09:28,535 Well, I suggest you pull together, with regard to your daughter. 116 00:09:31,615 --> 00:09:33,455 I'll consider one last suspension, 117 00:09:33,495 --> 00:09:37,135 if you can find a way to help her deal with her grief. 118 00:09:43,255 --> 00:09:47,015 You can't explain the pain to someone who hasn't gone through it. 119 00:09:49,015 --> 00:09:51,495 Sometimes, it's almost physical. 120 00:09:54,335 --> 00:09:56,575 It comes in waves. 121 00:09:56,615 --> 00:09:57,895 It's like, erm... 122 00:09:59,095 --> 00:10:00,295 No... 123 00:10:03,975 --> 00:10:05,455 Thank you for listening. 124 00:10:10,055 --> 00:10:12,855 We have some new members in the group this evening. 125 00:10:14,135 --> 00:10:16,455 Perhaps they'd like to share? 126 00:10:20,255 --> 00:10:21,895 Only when you're ready. 127 00:10:25,135 --> 00:10:27,295 My name's Jed. 128 00:10:27,335 --> 00:10:29,935 Jed Cousins. I don't 129 00:10:29,975 --> 00:10:34,055 remember a lot about my parents, to tell the truth. 130 00:10:35,455 --> 00:10:37,375 I was only four when they... 131 00:10:37,415 --> 00:10:39,095 they had the crash. 132 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:43,495 Me nan brought us up. 133 00:10:45,015 --> 00:10:47,535 A right old...battleaxe. 134 00:10:49,175 --> 00:10:51,255 She always wore a scarf round her head. 135 00:10:53,135 --> 00:10:56,135 I swear she went to sleep with that scarf! 136 00:10:58,095 --> 00:10:59,575 I didn't give it to her easy. 137 00:11:01,535 --> 00:11:03,775 I was... I was a difficult kid. 138 00:11:06,815 --> 00:11:09,535 Everyone cut me some slack because the... 139 00:11:09,575 --> 00:11:11,535 poor lad had lost his mum and dad. 140 00:11:14,095 --> 00:11:18,415 At 16, I left home and went to London. 141 00:11:19,975 --> 00:11:23,215 At first, I'd call her once a week... 142 00:11:24,815 --> 00:11:26,175 ..pretending I was doing 143 00:11:26,215 --> 00:11:28,455 all these brilliant jobs when, really, I was... 144 00:11:29,855 --> 00:11:31,375 ..scraping by. 145 00:11:33,735 --> 00:11:38,095 It was always next month... 146 00:11:38,135 --> 00:11:39,735 I was coming home. 147 00:11:39,775 --> 00:11:42,695 A neighbour called to say she'd passed. 148 00:11:46,015 --> 00:11:49,375 I never thought much about my nan before. 149 00:11:53,375 --> 00:11:55,495 Now she's gone, she's all I think about. 150 00:12:00,295 --> 00:12:01,695 It's doing me head in. 151 00:12:06,175 --> 00:12:08,175 I really liked your talk. I mean, 152 00:12:08,215 --> 00:12:11,535 if liked is the right word to use. 153 00:12:11,575 --> 00:12:13,695 Thanks. I can just picture your nan, 154 00:12:13,735 --> 00:12:16,295 with that scarf. THEY LAUGH 155 00:12:16,335 --> 00:12:18,535 I'm pretty sure she was bald under that! 156 00:12:19,615 --> 00:12:21,015 I'm Rosalie. 157 00:12:22,455 --> 00:12:24,015 This is my daughter, Maddie. 158 00:12:25,015 --> 00:12:26,735 Hiya. Hi. 159 00:12:26,775 --> 00:12:28,615 Was that your... 160 00:12:28,655 --> 00:12:30,775 your husband? 161 00:12:30,815 --> 00:12:32,975 Er, no. My son. 162 00:12:33,015 --> 00:12:37,175 I'm sorry. It's fine. Er, thank you very much for speaking. 163 00:12:38,655 --> 00:12:40,215 Very brave of you. 164 00:12:43,735 --> 00:12:46,855 Thanks. Pleasure. Well done. 165 00:12:46,895 --> 00:12:48,015 Thank you, Tom. 166 00:12:49,775 --> 00:12:53,735 Er, Jed? Erm, we haven't had dinner yet 167 00:12:53,775 --> 00:12:56,575 and we live round the corner. 168 00:12:56,615 --> 00:12:58,455 You're more than welcome. 169 00:12:58,495 --> 00:13:01,255 I wouldn't want to... It's no trouble. It's just lasagne, 170 00:13:01,295 --> 00:13:05,255 garlic bread. It's not even dinner, more supper. 171 00:13:05,295 --> 00:13:08,495 What would you call dinner, if lasagne's supper?! 172 00:13:08,535 --> 00:13:12,215 Ha-ha! Well, I'll take that as a yes! Yeah. 173 00:13:12,255 --> 00:13:13,535 Perfect. 174 00:13:16,935 --> 00:13:18,535 MADDIE GIGGLES 175 00:13:18,575 --> 00:13:20,615 DOOR OPENS It's only me! 176 00:13:22,535 --> 00:13:25,295 SHE WHISPERS: I know. 177 00:13:25,335 --> 00:13:29,415 It's a young guy who we met at counselling. Jed. 178 00:13:29,455 --> 00:13:30,695 So, it went OK? 179 00:13:34,775 --> 00:13:36,895 We'll get there. 180 00:13:36,935 --> 00:13:38,335 All of us together again. 181 00:13:39,735 --> 00:13:43,535 In time. I hope so. Hi, Dad! 182 00:13:43,575 --> 00:13:46,295 I didn't hear you come in. Hi! Mwah! 183 00:13:46,335 --> 00:13:48,895 Mmm! Just dropping by. Erm... Oh, er, 184 00:13:48,935 --> 00:13:51,335 Luke, Jed. Jed, Luke. 185 00:13:51,375 --> 00:13:54,375 Hello. Nice to meet you. You too. 186 00:13:54,415 --> 00:13:58,615 Right, well, thank you for dinner, or supper, whatever you call it. 187 00:13:58,655 --> 00:14:00,975 You're welcome. 188 00:14:01,015 --> 00:14:04,575 I'll, er... I'll see yous, see yous again? 189 00:14:04,615 --> 00:14:06,135 Er, next week? 190 00:14:07,375 --> 00:14:10,615 Sure. I'll show him out. 191 00:14:13,055 --> 00:14:15,455 It was really nice to have you over... 192 00:14:15,495 --> 00:14:18,135 And get this, he doesn't drink, 193 00:14:18,175 --> 00:14:21,295 he doesn't smoke, feels guilty about his dead nan. 194 00:14:22,815 --> 00:14:24,895 He's really lovely. 195 00:14:31,535 --> 00:14:33,935 I know. You don't have to say it. 196 00:15:00,775 --> 00:15:02,295 Ooh! 197 00:15:02,335 --> 00:15:03,815 There we go. 198 00:15:08,135 --> 00:15:10,575 There you go. 199 00:15:10,615 --> 00:15:11,935 Ha-ha! Strong hands. 200 00:15:11,975 --> 00:15:15,135 Holding that. Ha-ha-ha! 201 00:15:15,175 --> 00:15:17,295 That's a good shout. Here? 202 00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:19,855 You'd make a good gardener. 203 00:15:31,695 --> 00:15:33,855 Why would you do that?! Why would I do what?! 204 00:15:33,895 --> 00:15:36,015 No! No, don't do that! 205 00:15:36,055 --> 00:15:39,015 Ha! All right, all right... 206 00:15:39,055 --> 00:15:41,135 Go on, give it me. Give it me. Go on. 207 00:15:41,175 --> 00:15:44,255 There you go. Go on. Perfect, perfect, perfect... 208 00:15:44,295 --> 00:15:45,735 Agh! 209 00:15:45,775 --> 00:15:47,975 No! Ha! 210 00:15:48,015 --> 00:15:49,535 I'm not saving you! 211 00:15:49,575 --> 00:15:51,015 Ha-ha-ha! 212 00:16:08,215 --> 00:16:10,655 I'm going to have to go home and get a change of clothes. 213 00:16:12,295 --> 00:16:14,175 Oh, erm... 214 00:16:15,895 --> 00:16:18,895 You can take jeans and a T-shirt from Rob's room, if you want. 215 00:16:21,655 --> 00:16:23,975 Er, that might be difficult for you. 216 00:16:26,655 --> 00:16:29,095 Yeah, it will be difficult, but... 217 00:16:37,295 --> 00:16:39,855 Er, you're kind of in my space, Jed. 218 00:16:42,175 --> 00:16:44,775 And you're getting my kitchen floor all wet. 219 00:16:44,815 --> 00:16:46,175 SHE GIGGLES 220 00:16:46,215 --> 00:16:47,415 Ha! 221 00:16:47,455 --> 00:16:49,295 Go on. 222 00:17:49,645 --> 00:17:53,045 How long have you been here now, Jed? A couple of months or so. 223 00:17:53,085 --> 00:17:55,605 Do you see a future for yourself in the gardening business? 224 00:17:55,645 --> 00:17:57,405 Yeah. 225 00:17:57,445 --> 00:18:01,365 Maybe. Well, you must have a vision of 226 00:18:01,405 --> 00:18:05,045 where you're going to be in the future? It won't be as a priest, 227 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:07,325 that's for sure! THEY LAUGH 228 00:18:07,365 --> 00:18:11,605 Right, bon appetit, everyone. Mmm! 229 00:18:11,645 --> 00:18:14,085 Only work would keep my son away from 230 00:18:14,125 --> 00:18:16,125 your hotpot, Rosie. SHE LAUGHS 231 00:18:16,165 --> 00:18:17,685 Looks like you're going to be 232 00:18:17,725 --> 00:18:20,485 man of the house for a while, Jed. Ha! 233 00:18:20,525 --> 00:18:24,325 Hardly. Stop it now, Fay. Stop what? 234 00:18:24,365 --> 00:18:26,125 I'm as grateful to this young man 235 00:18:26,165 --> 00:18:27,645 as the next person. 236 00:18:27,685 --> 00:18:30,645 Look what he's done. He's turned Maddie around. 237 00:18:30,685 --> 00:18:33,285 I'm actually in the room, Gran! 238 00:18:33,325 --> 00:18:35,325 My point exactly. 239 00:18:35,365 --> 00:18:37,445 Shall we change the subject now? 240 00:18:37,485 --> 00:18:39,005 Did your nan have 241 00:18:39,045 --> 00:18:42,245 any man friends, Jed? THEY LAUGH 242 00:18:42,285 --> 00:18:44,325 Er, not that I know of. 243 00:18:44,365 --> 00:18:45,965 She was into her books. Oh. 244 00:18:46,005 --> 00:18:47,365 What sort of books? 245 00:18:48,685 --> 00:18:50,365 Catherine Cookson? 246 00:18:50,405 --> 00:18:53,045 Danielle Steel? Am I right? 247 00:18:54,165 --> 00:18:56,565 More of a Trollope fan. Dickens. 248 00:18:56,605 --> 00:18:59,685 I can't really remember, to be honest. Outed for 249 00:18:59,725 --> 00:19:03,685 the middle-class snob that you are, Gran. Guilty as charged. 250 00:19:03,725 --> 00:19:07,165 THEY CHUCKLE I've had it easier than some. 251 00:19:09,165 --> 00:19:11,685 Rosalie started out as a care worker. 252 00:19:11,725 --> 00:19:13,605 That's how we met. 253 00:19:13,645 --> 00:19:18,725 Owner of three of the best residential homes in the county. 254 00:19:18,765 --> 00:19:21,365 Only because you believed in me. Oh... 255 00:19:21,405 --> 00:19:23,525 Not bad, eh, 256 00:19:23,565 --> 00:19:27,205 for a girl from the roughest council estate? 257 00:19:43,405 --> 00:19:46,085 You know, I kind of thought you'd be from... 258 00:19:46,125 --> 00:19:49,765 all this. No. 259 00:19:50,925 --> 00:19:54,685 No, my mum was left with two young kids when my father bailed. 260 00:19:56,205 --> 00:20:00,285 What's that silly saying - "poor, but happy"? Ha! 261 00:20:00,325 --> 00:20:01,685 But we were. 262 00:20:01,725 --> 00:20:05,645 Poor is shite, whatever way you look at it. 263 00:20:06,645 --> 00:20:09,885 You know what it's like to want things, though. 264 00:20:11,285 --> 00:20:13,405 We've got a lot in common. 265 00:20:13,445 --> 00:20:14,805 Yeah, of course we do. 266 00:20:16,085 --> 00:20:18,125 Maddie. 267 00:20:18,165 --> 00:20:19,365 Losing someone. 268 00:20:20,685 --> 00:20:25,005 If that's what you mean. No, it's, like, more than that. 269 00:20:28,085 --> 00:20:31,645 I don't know, it's me being stupid, I just... 270 00:20:31,685 --> 00:20:35,485 I feel like I've known you a lot longer, 271 00:20:35,525 --> 00:20:37,045 that's all. 272 00:20:38,045 --> 00:20:39,885 It's weird. 273 00:20:41,925 --> 00:20:46,285 You lost your mother, I lost my son. 274 00:20:48,325 --> 00:20:51,125 Maybe that's the connection you feel. 275 00:20:51,165 --> 00:20:54,285 I think that we both have to be careful not to... 276 00:20:56,285 --> 00:20:58,365 ..not to get everything mixed up. 277 00:20:59,645 --> 00:21:01,725 Yeah. Maybe you're right. 278 00:21:03,245 --> 00:21:06,085 Oh, thanks for this. You're welcome. 279 00:21:06,125 --> 00:21:08,765 Night. Night, Jed. 280 00:21:26,965 --> 00:21:30,725 HEAVY BREATHING 281 00:22:16,245 --> 00:22:17,525 KNOCK ON DOOR 282 00:22:17,565 --> 00:22:19,725 DOOR OPENS 283 00:22:19,765 --> 00:22:22,965 I've given Mrs Flynn last rites. 284 00:22:23,005 --> 00:22:24,685 Her family's with her now. 285 00:22:27,645 --> 00:22:29,405 Everything OK? 286 00:22:30,685 --> 00:22:32,005 Yeah, I just... 287 00:22:33,325 --> 00:22:35,325 I just haven't been sleeping very well. 288 00:22:36,645 --> 00:22:38,205 Worried about Jed? 289 00:22:39,405 --> 00:22:42,965 What do you mean? Has he told you his real name yet? 290 00:22:43,005 --> 00:22:44,365 His real name? 291 00:22:44,405 --> 00:22:46,045 Jethro. 292 00:22:46,085 --> 00:22:49,285 I Googled his parents' accident. 293 00:22:49,325 --> 00:22:54,325 Why would you do that? And looked up his nan's obituary. 294 00:22:54,365 --> 00:22:56,405 Rita Cousins. 295 00:22:56,445 --> 00:22:59,525 She did have a partner, for many years. 296 00:22:59,565 --> 00:23:01,805 He's mentioned in her obituary. 297 00:23:03,165 --> 00:23:06,165 Jed said she was alone. 298 00:23:08,525 --> 00:23:09,965 What have you got against him? 299 00:23:10,005 --> 00:23:11,485 Nothing! 300 00:23:13,085 --> 00:23:15,445 Seems perfect. 301 00:23:15,485 --> 00:23:17,205 Maybe that's the problem. 302 00:23:24,165 --> 00:23:26,645 PHONE BEEPS 303 00:23:28,485 --> 00:23:30,245 Oh, shit! 304 00:23:30,285 --> 00:23:32,205 DOOR OPENS 305 00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:33,365 DOOR SHUTS 306 00:23:35,685 --> 00:23:37,885 The alarm's gone off in the cottage again. Oh! 307 00:23:37,925 --> 00:23:40,725 What cottage? Oh, it's this old shack in the middle of nowhere 308 00:23:40,765 --> 00:23:45,205 that everyone loves except me. It'll be the wind, or a fox, or something. 309 00:23:45,245 --> 00:23:48,165 The police never check. I'll go up there tomorrow to make sure. Well, 310 00:23:48,205 --> 00:23:50,485 not on your own, Mum. I'm coming with you. 311 00:23:50,525 --> 00:23:52,925 You're not missing another day of school, missy! Mum! 312 00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:56,085 Maddie, I'm not listening to this! Please, it's really important, 313 00:23:56,125 --> 00:23:58,125 It's just, I don't want you to go up on your own... 314 00:24:19,965 --> 00:24:23,605 Thanks, Mum. I'll feel better. There's really no need. 315 00:24:23,645 --> 00:24:26,845 I know. I just want you to come home safe. 316 00:24:31,005 --> 00:24:32,485 Thank you. 317 00:24:39,725 --> 00:24:41,765 See you later. Bye. 318 00:26:23,455 --> 00:26:24,535 Argh! 319 00:26:29,975 --> 00:26:32,175 It's a power cut. 320 00:26:32,215 --> 00:26:33,775 Happens here a lot. 321 00:26:40,415 --> 00:26:42,895 Oh, it's been forced. Wait there, 322 00:26:42,935 --> 00:26:44,295 I'll check upstairs. 323 00:26:52,735 --> 00:26:54,655 No, nothing. 324 00:26:54,695 --> 00:26:58,015 Must have been hikers, taking a chance. They taken anything? 325 00:26:59,175 --> 00:27:00,695 They didn't find them. 326 00:27:05,175 --> 00:27:08,015 My mum couldn't afford much, but she never missed our books. 327 00:27:10,255 --> 00:27:12,055 There's some first editions in there. 328 00:27:13,615 --> 00:27:15,655 I bought them, over the years. 329 00:27:19,255 --> 00:27:20,655 Valeria. 330 00:27:21,815 --> 00:27:23,015 My heroine. 331 00:27:24,335 --> 00:27:28,135 God, how I wanted a crystal pendant, with magic powers, like hers! 332 00:27:28,175 --> 00:27:29,615 Ha! Huh! 333 00:27:30,615 --> 00:27:32,855 My mum bought me a glass one, so I couldn't... 334 00:27:32,895 --> 00:27:34,615 I couldn't get a crystal one after that. 335 00:27:36,295 --> 00:27:37,495 Why not? 336 00:27:38,735 --> 00:27:41,095 It would be like saying her present wasn't good enough. 337 00:27:43,775 --> 00:27:46,695 You're a...kind person, aren't ya? 338 00:27:47,855 --> 00:27:49,615 Sorry, am I allowed to say that? 339 00:27:49,655 --> 00:27:52,615 Ha! It's a nice thing to say, why wouldn't you say it? 340 00:27:55,575 --> 00:27:58,095 It's getting dark. We should, er, we should go. 341 00:27:58,135 --> 00:27:59,535 Maddie will be getting worried. 342 00:28:01,935 --> 00:28:03,135 There we go. 343 00:28:10,815 --> 00:28:12,495 Maddie? 344 00:28:12,535 --> 00:28:16,695 I won't hurt you, or your mum, again. 345 00:28:19,055 --> 00:28:20,615 It was a mistake. 346 00:28:22,615 --> 00:28:24,895 It was a shit mistake, Dad. 347 00:28:26,415 --> 00:28:28,415 I really am sorry. 348 00:28:30,655 --> 00:28:31,855 It's OK. 349 00:28:33,615 --> 00:28:37,015 Since Rob, 350 00:28:37,055 --> 00:28:39,935 well, everything else feels like small stuff. 351 00:28:54,855 --> 00:28:56,735 I'm sure I left them in the car. 352 00:28:58,575 --> 00:29:00,295 I'm just going to check inside. 353 00:29:08,655 --> 00:29:10,215 This is hopeless, Jed. 354 00:29:14,815 --> 00:29:17,375 They must've come out of your hand when that bird flew out. 355 00:29:17,415 --> 00:29:19,375 It's too dark. 356 00:29:19,415 --> 00:29:21,575 We'll have to look again in the morning. 357 00:29:23,135 --> 00:29:24,495 Right, OK. 358 00:29:29,055 --> 00:29:31,455 Mum? Nah, it's me. 359 00:29:31,495 --> 00:29:33,215 But she managed to get through. 360 00:29:33,255 --> 00:29:35,455 She can't find her car keys, is all. 361 00:29:35,495 --> 00:29:37,255 I'm going to stay the night. 362 00:29:37,295 --> 00:29:38,415 OK. 363 00:29:46,415 --> 00:29:49,415 CUTLERY SCRAPES I'm not very hungry. 364 00:29:52,815 --> 00:29:54,535 Did Rob enjoy coming here? 365 00:29:58,815 --> 00:30:01,415 We used to have to bribe Maddie to come up here, 366 00:30:01,455 --> 00:30:04,855 but Rob was in his element. 367 00:30:06,615 --> 00:30:08,535 We'd hike for miles in the woods. 368 00:30:10,495 --> 00:30:11,975 He was an outdoors lad. 369 00:30:12,975 --> 00:30:14,855 Knew how to take care of himself. 370 00:30:21,975 --> 00:30:24,095 That's why it'll never sit with me. 371 00:30:25,775 --> 00:30:29,415 My boy, drowning. 372 00:30:31,695 --> 00:30:33,215 Not Rob. 373 00:30:36,055 --> 00:30:39,295 I wanted to go back to Thailand and ask questions, 374 00:30:39,335 --> 00:30:40,975 see where it happened, but... 375 00:30:42,775 --> 00:30:45,935 ..Maddie was out of control. We couldn't leave her. And... 376 00:30:47,495 --> 00:30:49,455 ..Luke and I couldn't stay together. 377 00:30:51,455 --> 00:30:53,775 All that toxic anger between us. 378 00:30:56,455 --> 00:30:59,175 And all we wanted was our son back. 379 00:31:02,895 --> 00:31:05,535 I want him back! 380 00:31:05,575 --> 00:31:08,255 I'm sorry. No, don't apologise. 381 00:31:09,935 --> 00:31:13,495 I can't pretend to understand what that... 382 00:31:13,535 --> 00:31:15,855 pain must feel like... 383 00:31:18,255 --> 00:31:20,095 ..but I do know that... 384 00:31:21,735 --> 00:31:27,175 ..losing someone and not getting the chance to say goodbye... 385 00:31:29,015 --> 00:31:30,415 ..it feels unfair. 386 00:31:36,535 --> 00:31:37,815 Yeah. 387 00:31:46,175 --> 00:31:48,055 CUTLERY SCRAPES 388 00:32:06,615 --> 00:32:09,335 If you're cold, there are more blankets in the cupboard. 389 00:32:09,375 --> 00:32:10,775 Goodnight. 390 00:32:36,295 --> 00:32:37,655 DOOR OPENS 391 00:32:37,695 --> 00:32:39,335 Jed, what the...?! 392 00:32:39,375 --> 00:32:41,135 You were calling me. Just... 393 00:32:41,175 --> 00:32:42,375 get out! 394 00:32:42,415 --> 00:32:44,295 Just get out of my room! 395 00:33:07,575 --> 00:33:10,415 Found 'em. 396 00:33:10,455 --> 00:33:12,575 Like I thought, they were in the grass, by the car. 397 00:33:15,575 --> 00:33:16,775 Great. 398 00:33:17,975 --> 00:33:19,895 Thanks. You're welcome. 399 00:33:29,335 --> 00:33:31,055 You were calling me. 400 00:33:32,575 --> 00:33:33,935 What? 401 00:33:35,335 --> 00:33:37,455 I didn't know you were asleep. 402 00:33:39,575 --> 00:33:41,095 Well, you misheard. 403 00:33:46,375 --> 00:33:48,455 I think about you too. 404 00:34:24,575 --> 00:34:26,695 Where's your flat? I can drop you off. I need to 405 00:34:26,735 --> 00:34:28,735 get some stuff I left at your house, 406 00:34:28,775 --> 00:34:32,055 before you say you don't want me coming round so much. Jed... 407 00:34:32,095 --> 00:34:34,015 It's OK, I get it. 408 00:34:35,535 --> 00:34:37,775 I'm used to being brushed off. 409 00:34:37,815 --> 00:34:40,535 I'm just rubbish to the likes of you, now you're up in the world. 410 00:34:40,575 --> 00:34:43,175 Don't think that! It's all right, I get it! 411 00:34:44,935 --> 00:34:47,015 I heard my name being called... 412 00:34:48,615 --> 00:34:50,255 ..loud and clear. 413 00:34:58,775 --> 00:35:00,815 RAISED VOICES Oh, my God! 414 00:35:00,855 --> 00:35:05,015 Yaz! No! No! 415 00:35:05,055 --> 00:35:07,935 Maddie! Oi, oi! Maddie! Back off! 416 00:35:07,975 --> 00:35:09,615 Mum! Stay where you are! Mum! 417 00:35:09,655 --> 00:35:12,655 What do you want? Do you want money? I can get you money! Shut up! 418 00:35:12,695 --> 00:35:13,975 Oof! 419 00:35:14,015 --> 00:35:15,815 Agh! Agh! 420 00:35:15,855 --> 00:35:17,735 Hey... Agh! 421 00:35:17,775 --> 00:35:19,015 Oof! 422 00:35:19,055 --> 00:35:21,535 Think you're a big girl, do you? 423 00:35:21,575 --> 00:35:24,735 They're not going to be around to save you next time, Maddie! 424 00:35:24,775 --> 00:35:27,375 There's not going to be a next time! Fuck off! 425 00:35:27,415 --> 00:35:29,335 If I catch you around here again, 426 00:35:29,375 --> 00:35:31,175 you better start running, 427 00:35:31,215 --> 00:35:35,575 because if the police don't catch ya, I fucking will! 428 00:35:35,615 --> 00:35:37,015 Get the fuck out of here! 429 00:35:40,255 --> 00:35:43,455 They came out of nowhere. Are you OK? Are you all right? 430 00:35:45,655 --> 00:35:47,535 They won't be coming back. 431 00:35:48,775 --> 00:35:51,975 SHE SOBS 432 00:35:53,335 --> 00:35:56,255 They're not from round here. 433 00:35:56,295 --> 00:35:59,095 One day, Yaz and a gang started... 434 00:35:59,135 --> 00:36:02,655 I don't know, talking to me outside school. 435 00:36:02,695 --> 00:36:04,255 Talking about what? 436 00:36:04,295 --> 00:36:06,295 Stuff. 437 00:36:06,335 --> 00:36:08,255 I dunno, we had a laugh. 438 00:36:08,295 --> 00:36:10,775 Never got her surname? 439 00:36:10,815 --> 00:36:13,015 Never asked any questions? 440 00:36:13,055 --> 00:36:14,495 Just had a laugh? 441 00:36:14,535 --> 00:36:16,335 They'd take things from me. 442 00:36:16,375 --> 00:36:20,055 Money, jewellery. We know how these gangs operate, 443 00:36:20,095 --> 00:36:22,455 Maddie. Did they ask you to sell drugs at school? 444 00:36:26,255 --> 00:36:27,815 Answer them, Maddie. 445 00:36:27,855 --> 00:36:29,695 Nothing heavy, just benzos. 446 00:36:29,735 --> 00:36:33,655 All the girls are on them. Oh, Jesus Christ! Sorry, Dad, Mum! 447 00:36:33,695 --> 00:36:37,695 It just took my mind off things here. I did stop. 448 00:36:37,735 --> 00:36:41,575 First, it was like they were OK with it, and then today, 449 00:36:41,615 --> 00:36:44,055 it was give them more money instead. 450 00:36:46,775 --> 00:36:48,215 Am I in trouble? 451 00:36:48,255 --> 00:36:49,855 Will I have to go to court? 452 00:36:50,935 --> 00:36:52,895 If we find them. 453 00:36:54,255 --> 00:36:55,775 Thanks. 454 00:37:09,975 --> 00:37:11,695 Thanks for what you did, Jed. 455 00:37:17,175 --> 00:37:21,135 DOOR CLOSES Maddie's out with her dad. Erm, 456 00:37:21,175 --> 00:37:23,175 you can wait in here, if you want. 457 00:37:32,295 --> 00:37:34,575 Ah... 458 00:37:34,615 --> 00:37:36,295 I, erm... 459 00:37:37,655 --> 00:37:39,295 I brought you something. 460 00:37:42,535 --> 00:37:43,895 Open it. 461 00:37:46,215 --> 00:37:47,575 Open it. 462 00:38:01,775 --> 00:38:04,175 Er, I can't... I can't accept that. 463 00:38:26,375 --> 00:38:27,735 Jed... 464 00:38:44,615 --> 00:38:45,935 Jesus! 465 00:38:45,975 --> 00:38:48,735 Stop, I don't want this. You want me. 466 00:38:48,775 --> 00:38:51,215 I wasn't sure. It's not true. 467 00:38:51,255 --> 00:38:53,535 Yes, it is. You have to leave now! 468 00:38:54,855 --> 00:38:57,175 I think about you all the time. 469 00:38:57,215 --> 00:38:59,975 Stop it. All...the time. 470 00:39:00,015 --> 00:39:02,335 DOOR OPENS 471 00:39:05,015 --> 00:39:06,295 Hiya! 472 00:39:08,895 --> 00:39:13,575 Jed's helping me out with the new security. You are a star. 473 00:39:13,615 --> 00:39:16,815 And it'll be a relief to know you're around this evening, because... 474 00:39:16,855 --> 00:39:18,815 I'm taking my lovely wife out to dinner. 475 00:39:25,895 --> 00:39:31,695 You understand it was never Wendy that split us up. 476 00:39:31,735 --> 00:39:33,415 It was losing Rob. 477 00:39:34,575 --> 00:39:39,055 We can never be whole again, I think we both know that, but... 478 00:39:40,775 --> 00:39:47,615 ..maybe we could be the bits that are left over, 479 00:39:47,655 --> 00:39:50,055 put back together somehow... HIS VOICE FADES 480 00:39:56,095 --> 00:39:58,055 DOOR OPENS 481 00:40:03,135 --> 00:40:04,335 Hi. 482 00:40:08,175 --> 00:40:09,495 What's wrong? 483 00:40:11,735 --> 00:40:12,935 Where's Jed? 484 00:40:14,135 --> 00:40:15,975 He's talking about leaving. 485 00:40:18,615 --> 00:40:20,655 Did he say why? 486 00:40:20,695 --> 00:40:21,935 His job's shaky, 487 00:40:21,975 --> 00:40:25,135 his flat... 488 00:40:25,175 --> 00:40:26,935 I don't want to talk about it, Mum! 489 00:40:49,495 --> 00:40:51,175 SHE SIGHS 490 00:40:58,055 --> 00:41:02,335 I didn't know where else to go. Rosie, 491 00:41:02,375 --> 00:41:04,095 no mother loses a child 492 00:41:04,135 --> 00:41:06,935 without major consequences. 493 00:41:08,375 --> 00:41:10,975 You need to deal with your grief. 494 00:41:13,695 --> 00:41:15,535 Is that what's wrong with me? 495 00:41:19,375 --> 00:41:21,615 I don't trust myself, Tom. 496 00:41:23,135 --> 00:41:24,615 What I'm thinking, I... 497 00:41:27,655 --> 00:41:29,175 I've been having these... 498 00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:35,695 ..these weird dreams, and just crazy stuff. 499 00:41:35,735 --> 00:41:39,695 Mixing everything up, but I... After a death, 500 00:41:39,735 --> 00:41:41,735 the family has to re-group. 501 00:41:43,335 --> 00:41:45,655 Spend some time together. 502 00:41:45,695 --> 00:41:47,255 Just the three of you. 503 00:41:49,135 --> 00:41:52,455 Heal yourself through the memory of Rob. OK, that sounds 504 00:41:52,495 --> 00:41:54,055 a bit priest-y, but... 505 00:42:01,095 --> 00:42:04,175 I've lost myself, Tom. 506 00:42:04,215 --> 00:42:06,335 You're the strongest woman I know, Rosie. 507 00:42:08,455 --> 00:42:10,215 Go find yourself again. 508 00:42:50,055 --> 00:42:51,375 Our Father, 509 00:42:51,415 --> 00:42:53,775 who art in heaven. 510 00:42:55,815 --> 00:42:57,935 Hallowed be thy name. 511 00:42:57,975 --> 00:43:01,175 Thy kingdom come. 512 00:43:01,215 --> 00:43:03,255 Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven. 513 00:43:04,975 --> 00:43:08,335 Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses. 514 00:43:10,615 --> 00:43:12,895 As we forgive those who trespass against us. 515 00:43:14,415 --> 00:43:16,855 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. 516 00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:31,575 {\an5}If Jed was to move in, could I trust you 517 00:43:31,615 --> 00:43:32,855 to be sensible? Ha-ha! 518 00:43:32,895 --> 00:43:34,815 {\an5} FATHER TOM: Get that boy out of your house now, 519 00:43:34,855 --> 00:43:36,695 before something terrible happens. 520 00:43:36,735 --> 00:43:39,215 Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. 521 00:43:39,255 --> 00:43:41,215 I want you out of my house! 522 00:43:41,255 --> 00:43:43,135 I've lost my son, I won't lose 523 00:43:43,175 --> 00:43:44,775 my daughter as well! 524 00:43:44,815 --> 00:43:47,175 All I want... 525 00:43:47,215 --> 00:43:49,175 is you. Ah!